The
Third Sunday of Easter, Year A
April
6, 2008
Luke
24: 13-35
The Rev. Thomas William Blake
There
was a road, not paved, hidden in the woods near my house. Some friends and I discovered it on our
bikes one day; we were in grade school.
We werenŐt sure where it led, but we had the sense that it led somewhere
away, somewhere different, somewhere where there was no one to tell us what to
do or to make our lives more chaotic and confusing. It was a place where we went to sort things out, to try and
make sense of things, to ground ourselves as best we could.
Tucked
away here in Easter season is the story of another road, a road leading out of
the city of Jerusalem, a place in chaos, still rife with betrayal and blood and
confusing discoveries of empty tombs.
It is the road to Emmaus, a village only short distance from the city,
but also someplace worlds apart, a place where things are presumed to be
simpler and less chaotic. The
story tells of people walking away from all the chaos, conversing, trying to get
on with their lives.
Now,
before I go on, let me clarify.
With this talk about roads, you might have guessed this to be a sermon
about spiritual journeys. It is
not. That metaphor, I believe, is
overused at best and inaccurate at worst in relation to the Christian faith. This is not a sermon about progressing
along some continuum of personal fulfillment; this is a sermon about
interruption—GodŐs way of abruptly interrupting our lives, intruding upon
us, converting us, showering us with grace.
Roads
rarely lead us where we expect them to, especially if God has his way. IŐm reminded of another excursion, not
long afterward, also on a road leading out of Jerusalem but this time toward
Damascus. Someone is struck blind
and has some sort of mysterious conversion experience, and suddenly his life is
turned upside down, shaken up, turned in a new direction. His eyes are opened to something
new. The road leads him to
someplace unimaginable.
We
all have our roadway surprises, no doubt.
We think we know where we are going, what lies ahead, where our lives
are leading. We envision a tidy,
well planned excursion, but then God comes along and changes everything. A colleagueŐs spouse told me one day
she didnŐt marry a priest but she got one anyway, and it wasnŐt an easy
transition. The whole thing nearly
caused their marriage to fall apart but they made it work. God has this way of shaking us,
changing us.
C.S.
Lewis wrote of his conversion experience from atheism to Christianity. ŇYou must picture me
alone in that room,Ó said Lewis, Ňnight after night, feeling, whenever my mind
lifted even for a second from my work, the steady, unrelenting approach of Him
whom I so earnestly desired not to meet. That which I greatly feared had at
last come upon me. In the Trinity Term of 1929 I gave in, and admitted that God
was God, and knelt and prayed: perhaps, that night, the most dejected and
reluctant convert in all England.Ó (Lewis, 1966, Surprised by Joy)
Easter
season is not about our journeys; it is about our intersection with GodŐs
journey. Mary Magdalene, at the
empty tomb, talking to someone she presumes to be the gardener, is actually
standing in the presence of the risen Christ. Then, surprisingly, unexpectedly, mysteriously, her eyes are
opened and she recognizes him.
Thomas is a little more skeptical at first, but then he recognizes the
Lord as well. God intrudes in
these peopleŐs lives and changes them, turns darkness into light.
ŇOn
that same day two of them were going to a village called EmmausÉ talking with
each other about all the things that had happened. While they were talking, Jesus himself came near and went
with them, but their eyes were kept from recognizing him. And he said to them, ÔWhat are you
discussing while you walk along?Ő
They stood still, looking sad.
Then one of them answered, Are you the only stranger who does not know
the things that have taken place?ŐÓ
Peculiarly,
Jesus doesnŐt reveal himself here; he lets them continue walking, continue
trying to make sense of things, and he even calls them foolish and goes into
some diatribe about the particularities of their scriptures and how somehow they
all supposedly add up. They still
donŐt grasp it though; they still donŐt know with whom theyŐre conversing. Faith, it turns out, isnŐt something to
be grasped; it is something to be received. They—we—are on GodŐs time.
Just
beyond that dirt road near my house there were trails in the woods still
further off the beaten path; we would leave our bikes behind and pursue
them. Some of the paths were not
very well cleared, some were adorned with thorny vines that entangled us and
tore our clothes and pricked us till we were bleeding, but we pressed on. I donŐt know why; I donŐt even know where
the paths led; we never seemed to reach the end, but we pressed on.
I
suppose it is some innate optimism within us that somewhere ahead weŐll
discover something helpful, something thatŐll change our lives for the better,
and so we press on—farther and farther from where we started, from what
we left behind. We wander like the
Israelites through the wilderness: the sun beating down on us burning our skin,
drying us out. We step over logs where
poisonous snakes make their homes.
We worry about finding water and food. But we press on.
ThereŐs
one problem with that analogy, though.
The Israelites might well have gone back if left to their own
accord. For them it was God who
kept them pressing on. God kept
reminding them of the Promised Land.
In the meantime they complained, second guessed God, and pointed fingers
at Moses, their leader. It wasnŐt
that God wasnŐt with them. It was
just that, for some reason, God wanted them to wander first in wide open space,
to explore, contemplate, discover.
GodŐs
time is not our time. The Exodus
from slavery in Egypt reveals this, but so does the Exodus from the chaos of
Jerusalem. The roads to Damascus
and Emmaus are more than a way out; they are places where God is. We donŐt necessarily go to these places
seeking God, but maybe thatŐs the point.
God is not sought; God seeks us, and not on our own terms. God meets us in the unlikeliest of times
and places such as when we are tired, torn, confused.
I
used to try to tame the notion of radical conversion experiences. I thought they were out of sync with
Episcopalians, and I was not alone in that thinking. I found among my dadŐs belongings a dictionary of the
Episcopal Church from the 1950s.
It likened conversion on the one hand to something like a strike of
lightning, and on the other hand to a flower slowly, gradually, opening. The dictionary suggested Episcopalians
were more familiar with the latter.
It
was probably an apt assessment, and even perhaps in keeping with my own
experience, although I have not always experienced GodŐs prodding to be gentle;
sometimes it is more like a brutally honest John the Baptist standing in my
face yelling, calling me to repentance, or like Jesus exasperatingly
overturning tables in the temple.
The
Emmaus story comforted me, though, this week in the wake of KeithŐs and KrisŐ
departure from Grace Church.
Transitions can be trying.
The Emmaus story underscores that the risen Christ walks with me even
when I donŐt recognize him. It is
important and comforting to come to that realization as I—as we-- embark
in a new direction without the Dobyns.
That
notwithstanding, however, I donŐt consider it to be the main point of the
narrative. Remember, it is not our journeys that ultimately
are important, but rather our intersection with GodŐs journey. That is a crucial distinction.
As
they approach the village of Emmaus Jesus begins to walk ahead of them as if he
intended to go somewhere else, but they urge him to stay. And here we come to the climax of the
narrative. Listen carefully. ŇSo he went in to stay with them. When he was at table with them, he took
bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him; and he
vanished from their sight. They
said to each other, ÔWere not our hearts burning within us while he was talking
to us on the road?ŐÓ
The
Emmaus story is about radical conversion, about GodŐs intrusion into our lives
when we least expect it, about GodŐs opening our eyes and setting our hearts on
fire, about GodŐs not only assuaging our grief but also filling us with joy,
about GodŐs empowering us to embrace and share the good news of his
resurrection. Earlier I quoted
from C.S. Lewis book, Surprised by Joy.
It is, I believe, aptly named.
The Emmaus story, Easter, is about being surprised by joy.
And
so, God we pray, as we wander aimlessly along roads, through the woods,
wherever we go to escape the chaos of the world, intrude upon us—yes, even
upon Episcopalians like us. Open
our eyes, set our hearts on fire, stir us up, transform us, surprise us with joy,
empower us to share your good news with the world.
Amen.